Goodbye....

So tonight i feel like im writing my own eulogy. Only im not dying, just
simply dissappearing from the internet world. I started my Youtube channel in 2007.... Posting my first video, never expecting to get a single view.. But knowing i was a tad bit entertaining, only because i made my own home videos here at home, and Me and my Mom would watch them after i was through, And of course.... We'd always seem to get a kick out of them.. Maybe it was just because she was my Mom and loved everything i did, or maybe because there was something a little entertaining in Me. Something special..... So i decided one day, to share the things i do with the world.. Instead of just Me and My Mom and whoever else around here watched the home videos with us.....

Not only did i want to share with the world the things i did, but i wanted to share "ME" with the world....

I didnt really have a direction when i first started but i knew i wanted to share Me.. Even if it was a small part of Me. Before i knew it, i started receiving comments, emails, friend request, subscribers, and now today, October 11, 2012, I have over 13k Subscribers.

Some videos of mine exceed over 20k views. One video alone has 221,360 views, and counting im sure......

I never imagined i would get to where i am today. But what i am most proud of.. Is touching.. The lives.. Of strangers.. Deep inside of Me, there is a spark, a little spark of hope, that for years longed to reach out to somebody.. Anybody.. And Youtube was my way of reaching the
entire world..

I will never forget the people i have met, come in contact with, i will never forget the lives i have changed, or the lives/people i have touched, and i will never forget the people who have changed my life, and have touched me.

I have brought sinners to Christ, I have helped bring lost people to the Lord, I have encouraged people in so many ways, and i know i have because i get letters constantly from people telling me how i have inspired them, and blessed them.. I have befriended athiest's, which most Christians wouldnt dare to do, I have even changed the lives of some athiest's.... I have done more through my Youtube, Spiritually, then i have ever done in my entire walk with the Lord........ And i praise God for the opportunity!

I will never forget the conversations i've had with people, i will never forget one second of any of this. And i know it's sad that im leaving, trust me i know it, But there is a time for everything.. The Bible say's so.. There was a time for me to meet you, there was a time for me to
touch your lives, and share things with you, and now there is a time for goodbye..

Thank you for allowing me to share myself with all of you. Thank you for all of the amazing Opportunity's.. Thank you for blessing me, Thank you for allowing me to bless you! Thank you for EVERYTHING. I will never forget this.. Any of this.. And i pray that you never forget me, or anything that i taught you.. Always remember, there is a light at the end of EVERY TUNNEL. There is nothing in this life that you cannot overcome.... Keep GOD FIRST and everything else will fall into place.. Keep family second... And everything else after that.. I pray your blessed, untill the end of time.

I have so much more to say on this topic, but i have to go to bed, i have so much to do tomorrow, i'll be getting married soon, and i have to prepare for all of these things that are to come............. It's a big step in life, and im so ready for it...

Ecclesiastes 3
A Time for Everything

1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heavens:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

9 What do workers gain from their toil? 10 I have seen the burden God has
laid on the human race. 11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He
has also set eternity in the human heart; yet[a] no one can fathom what God
has done from beginning to end. 12 I know that there is nothing better for
people than to be happy and to do good while they live. 13 That each of them may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all their toil—this is the gift of God. 14 I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that people will fear him.

15 Whatever is has already been, and what will be has been before; and God will call the past to account.

God isnt finished with Me yet, And he isnt finished with you either.
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I've learned some folks wont care about your past.... Neither will they care about your wrongs or your rights... But they will never forget the glimpse of kindness they seen in you.