Suicide dream last night..

I had the weirdest dream last night.
But it brought me to this thought.

I'll tell you my dream in a minute.
But i want to say this.....

Whether your my enemy or my friend,
A family member, what-ever it is.

If at any time you feel like killing yourself,
Please reconsider, contact me and let's talk about it.

Suicide is not the answer, nor is it the best way out.
It may seem like the easiest way out
But it is NOT what you should do.

Honestly this goes out to my enemies too.
Whether i dislike you, or you dislike me,
If you ever need me in that kind of way, DONT HESITATE to contact me.




Last night i had a dream.... We were in my house..
And i heard a knock on the door ( i also heard a car door shut)
One knock.... I asked my Brother if someone was outside? He said no.
He said he hadnt heard the knock on the door.
But i called him a liar and said i heard a knock.

I stepped outside of my front door, to find a long dark haired chinese boy,
His face covered in blood, and he was dead.

He had killed himself.

He was laying in my front yard, dead, and his face covered in blood.

Minutes later a van pulled him...

Out of the van came the boys mother, who was crying terribly,
and about 3 little chinese girls..... (very very young)

One of the little girls ran to me and wrapped her arms around me crying like a baby,
And i just kept hugging her and telling her i was so sorry and everything was going to be okay.

Within a few minutes, i started praying over the family,
And a peace came over all of them,
They stopped crying, and was completely fine.

....My prayer brought such a peace over this family, even though they knew what had happened,
they knew everything was going to be okay.

I have no clue what this means.
But.. Im just thinking.. Maybe someone out there..
Is thinking about suicide...

And..................... Well.....
Dont hesitate to contact me.
or a hotline, or anybody for that matter.
Just dont give up and kill yourself.

Your not alone.