The devil can do what he wants with us if we allow him to! And he can easily destroy us.. But there is a GOD that lives inside of THOSE WHO BELIEVE IN HIM and love him, And NOTHING can destroy that...
Let me tell you... I am a child of God... God is my number one, Jesus is my life.. I read my Bible, I go to church, I pray, I believe, I have Faith, I try my best to spread the word of God to people, I am not perfect, But i am a Christian. And The devil has been attacking me for a straight week day and night, and i PRAISE GOD THAT I AM AN OVERCOMER.
Just the other day, I got woke up at 6 am.. And i layed in bed... Thinking of ways i could kill myself.. The devil has tormented me so bad lately, that i literally laid there and thought.. How can i end all of this? I cant take it anymore. What can i do? I have to kill myself, i cannot live anymore!
It is so easy to let the devil take control... It is easy to feel worthless and give up.. (especially when your already feeling weak)
But DONT FORGET WHO MADE YOU. God MADE YOU, He created you, He formed you, He knew your name before your Mother and Father even THOUGHT of your name.
BEFORE GOD EVEN THOUGHT OF YOU OR CREATED YOU; YOU WERE NOTHING. Adam was nothing. Adam was created from Dust.. And Eve from the rib of Adam.. Man/Women/People were NOTHING untill GOD CREATED US and NAMED US and made us HIS.
There is NOTHING in this world that GOD cannot do for you.
"HE CREATED YOU"
As i was reading the Bible tonight, one scripture stood out to me, and i started crying and i could NOT STOP... I was reading the book of JOB. http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Job+38&version=NKJV
Job 4:38 said this: 4 “ Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth? Tell Me, if you have understanding.
It was the BIGGEST revelation to me... "Where were YOU when I laid the foundations of the earth?"... Where were you? You were no where to be found, You were not there. You were not created.... BUT THINK ABOUT THIS.. God is so big and powerful he created EVERYTHING, and in the middle of it all, he created YOU..... You were that important to him..... You were that special to him... That he took the time to create and mold YOU.
YOU ARE SO IMPORTANT AND SO VALUBLE AND LOVED AND SPECIAL.
YOU HAVE TO BE BECAUSE YOU ARE ALIVE AND LIVING AND BREATHING!!!!!!!!
God doesnt make mistakes. He doesnt create mistakes. He is GOD.
Do you understand that?
He created the heavens, the earth, the mountains, the ground, the sea, the animals, everything you see and come in contact with is a creation of GOD.. He created wind, fire, rain, he created emotions, he created EVERYTHING.
So what makes you think for one second that he cannot take care of you?
He has it all in his hands.
IT IS ALL IN HIS HANDS. ALL OF YOUR PROBLEMS/ISSUES/SADNESS/ IS IN GODS HANDS!!!
He is there for you, waiting for you, willing to help you, all you have to do is cry out to God.
I literally allowed the devil to torment me this week.. And this has nothing to do with anyone so dont take it personel and think it is because of you because it is not. It was a personel attack........... And i set back and allowed it to happen.
I set back and allowed the devil to torture me mentally, spiritually, untill finally, i said i cant take it anymore!!!!!!!! I CANNOT DO THIS ON MY OWN.. JESUS YOU HAVE GOT TO HELP ME!!!!!!
And as always he is faithful, I rebuked the devil in the name of JESUS and asked the LORD to come in my life and take ahold of the situation and help me because i cannot do it on my own! I AM NOTHING WITHOUT GOD. HE MADE ME, HE COMPLETES ME.
Praise GOD!!!!!! He is worthy to be praised!
I cant stop thinking about how i am NOTHING and he created me for a purpose because he loves me and he had a plan for me!! AND THE SAME WITH YOU!
Dont let the devil destroy you, steal your joy, or make you think that your NOTHING.
THE DEVIL IS A LIAR.
You are SOMETHING because the KING OF KINGS thought of you before you were even born. He formed you and named you and placed you where you are today!!!
I praise and thank God for the revelations i have had today and i praise and thank God for coming into my life, and taking hold of my situation and hearing my prayer and never letting me down!!!! I am weak but he is strong!!!!!!!
In the name of Jesus whatever you are going through today i pray that by tomorrow it no longer exists!! Pray with me!!
In THE NAME of JESUS in the name of JESUS i pray Father God that you take a hold of my situation.. Father I CANNOT do this on my own.. I was created and put here on earth because YOU WANTED ME HERE you have a plan for me and you MADE ME for a reason. GOD I NEED YOU TO COME INTO MY LIFE RIGHT NOW and do the things that i cannot do, Father God, I need YOU to help me because without you i am NOTHING. IN THE NAME OF JESUS I PRAY AND I REBUKE THE DEVIL AND EVERYTHING THAT HE DOES AND TRIES TO DO, IN THE NAME OF JESUS I REBUKE HIM AND ALL OF THE EVIL SPIRITS!!!!!!! Jesus Jesus Jesus JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Come and help me now my Father!!!!! You said whatever we asked in your name we will receive!!!!!!! I receive it willingly in the name of Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!! Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just want you to know thatI am praying for you. I pray that God's Holy Spirit will fill your mind with His perfect peace and that Satan will be bound from giving you these tormenting thoughts. You are awesome and God is going to use you in amazing ways!
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Steve (Lemstone)
Thank you so much :) And the devil is always trying to attack me, in many ways.. and sometimes it is unbearable but i know he is only doing it because i have something special in my life that God has placed in me... And the devil hates me... Because i love my Lord, and i know that the name of JESUS makes the devil shake in his boots (well if he had boots.. lol)
ReplyDeleteI think he attacks us all in different ways. I know for women,he attacks their self esteem alot. For men, he comes at us in different ways. You are right Charity, if we Love God he will attack us more. Just know that he was defeated at the cross.Jesus has already won the war, even though we still fight daily battles. You are reaching alot of people and so you are a threat to Satan. He wants you to feel unworthy so you won't be a threat to Him.
ReplyDeletePS - I don't know if you read Joyce Meyer's book called Battlefield Of The Mind? It is really good and she also has it on CD's if you don't like to read.I think it will help you alot. God Bless &
ReplyDeleteI will keep praying for you!
Your friend
Steve
I agree.. And i own that book :) It's one of my favorites.. I just gave it to my Aunt so she can read it too.
ReplyDeleteErr, blame an imaginary entity for the fact you're a loser who never went to school. lol
ReplyDeleteYeah.. Your right.. I never went to school (: Mmhm.
ReplyDeleteHey Charity :-)
ReplyDeleteI really think you should watch this video.
It's beautiful and very enlightening.
And at first, it's sounding like it might be anti-god but it's NOT. You just have to hear it out all the way to the end. Hope you enjoy it and learn and grow from it <3 <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6w2M50_Xdk&feature=player_embedded