Worth it in the end..........

I had a strange dream last night.
Well, Almost all of my dreams are strange.
Alot of things make alot of sense, and sometimes...... They dont.

& You know what drives me crazy?
The fact that i can see every detail IN MY HEAD.
But when i go to explain the details, I cant.

I'll explain it the best way i can.

I was going through a jungle gym....
I wasnt alone though. There was a few people there.
It seem's like it was My Mom, And My Sister.
& Other's as well, I just cant remember.

So im going through this jungle gym and it was horribly miserable...
Some parts was easy to climb, and some wasnt.
Different parts were hard for my body to fit through and i kept getting scared, thinking i was going to get stuck. But each time i somehow managed to get myself out.

It was a big huge jungle gym.
The type somebody would have for their kids, except it was HUGE.

Thinking about it right now i can honestly feel the misery of my body bending and squirming to get up inside of these different obstacles,
And levels.............................

But the best thing was...........
At the end of the jungle gym, Once you reached the top,
You got to the end, And the end was a slide.
And the slide was so amazing- AND felt so good, and fun,
That all of the misery and the fear, and the squirming,
It was all worth it because of this slide.

......You know the feeling you get in your stomach when your on a rollercoaster?
I dont know about you, but i love that feeling.

I could feel that on the slide, and i just felt so much excitment,
And it was a water slide, So there was water splashing up in your face on each side of the slide.

It just felt so good...................

Im wondering if this was just a random dream..Or....
Should i think a little deeper and apply it to my life right now.
I can relate to alot of the things i felt, and went through.
And if you think about it..........

Well,
Sometimes that is how life is.....
You have to go through the torment, and misery, and pain, and misery,
But at the end of all of that....... There will be something there, that is so amazing, and feels so good, that all of the other things you went through were totally worth it.


It made you miserable, And it felt like hell, But it was all worth it.










This wasnt the only dream i had last night/this morning. Another one i had was even longer, and a big strange, and had alot to do with animals......... and this big zoo. It was actually scary at some points. I remember being in a boat (or it might have even been a car..) with my two best friends, and we somehow took a wrong turn, and ended up in this scary lake, that we couldnt get out of. It was black. I wish i could remember more. But i do remember the animals, And ending up at someones house, And this person's house WAS the zoo. It was ALL scary.............. And for some odd reason, we couldnt escape..