WARNING: Very Random Blog. I Have NO clue what im saying :)

Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved.

- Helen Keller







You know.. I wont be here forever.
Nobody is promised tomorrow.
And nobody here on earth is promised forever.


Our souls live forever, But our life is just like the wind.
And these bodies that our soul is living in right now, Will some day give in and be gone. One day i will be gone. One day you'll be gone too.

Im not saying im going to die... But im saying i might not be here, Online, On youtube- And in your live's in that type of way.

One day, I will move on, And it makes me sad to think about this. I feel like i bring joy to alot of people. I feel like i make people smile, and laugh, And on their worst day's, Something i do or say, Could possibibly change their moods or their minds.

And i feel like God has placed this little gift inside of me. He made me this way. He created me to be who i am today. Altho i am forever changing, and growing.

But you know, Like most things in life, Some things are only meant to last for a season. And then it is time to move on. Like my previous post's, In the book of Ecclesiastes. There is a time for everything.

And one day.....
One day..........
The time will come..
When i will say goodbye.

Not personally, But to you all,
I will tell you goodbye.










And i will pray that you all have a happy & blessed life.
And that you wont miss me too much...... You will find happiness/joy some where else.


I feel guilty when i think of this, When i think of saying goodbye. But you all have your own lifes to live, And i shouldnt be the thing that keeps you going (NOT saying that i am.. lol But, Just saying!)

Your family, Your friends, Your religion, Your boyfriend, Your children, Your pets, Whatever it is in your life that makes you happy, Makes you stay alive, That is what should keep you going.

I pray God Blesses you all, And that one day, You might pass me on the street, or in the grocery story, And you will tell me Hello, and We'll snap a picture together.

I have to realize, and you do too-
I wont be 23 forever.
I wont be young forever.
I wont be single forever.

One day i'll be 30, And i'll have babies, And i'll have a husband who i adore- I cannot keep posting videos then.

I will be recording home videos of me and my family.. I then will be making memories of us. And no longer just myself.

Why am i saying all this? I know your wondering. And it all sounds crazy. But it's just life. And it's true. I wont be doing all of this forever. One day i will be gone, and you may or may not remember me.. The little blonde nerd who loved to video her self............ lol

Anyway's, I must go now.. I have said too much... LOL, Im such a dork.. Im tired.. Dont pay attention to me..


Im so Blessed to be who i am.
I am so Blessed to know that God loved me enough to breathe life into me. Im so Blessed to know the Lord know's my name <3 <3

Wow, Now im gettin all reglious on you.. lol SORRY ;) I just feel so great to have lived the life i have lived, I feel Blessed for everything. My good times & bad. Happy/Sad.. Everything is a Blessing. Every day is a Blessing. YOU are a Blessing..

People come & go, Friends come & go, Everything and Everyone will come & go, But life goes on, And God's love is forever..... So when im gone, And you never see me again.. Dont be sad, Smile & Be Happy & Life your life & Be Blessed.